scientific proof......what a sad statement about you!

i get so much more attention and comments (thank you Shauntae!) when I have a bad day/month/year and cry on all y'alls shoulders----than when I post darling (albeit way too many in one post) pictures of my darling grands!

so---lest you think that everything is hunky dory----remember this

ace is still gone---*&^(&^*&^$#@%$#@%$

Molly just had her baby----still has blocked us all on fb----but did text me a picture----mixed messages much? I get reports that she is fine.

Oklahoma and Texas have had some bad luck in weather and tragic deaths---but i'm okay (too soon?)

my hair is still uncut

i'm having MAJOR HORRIFIC OPEN GAPING WOUND OFF MY FOOT FOR A WEEK IN A BOOT FOR LIKE 8-12 WEEKS NO WORK surgery the first week of November---- on my foot---my 2nd toe----and my plantar plate----it has a tear----so I can milk this for another 4-6 months.

meanwhile I have to wear this splint---and ugly orthopedic shoes----and use a topical analgesic compound that can cause FATAL RASHES (at least that's what the warning label said---also dizziness, diarrhea or constipation---apparently i'm going to be fine for all that) to kill the pain at night.

never let it be said that merf doesn't give you with stuff to worry about